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Thursday, February 28, 2013


What has made our heroine into the person she became for the purposes of our story? What occurrences in her life have shaped her personality? And how do we decide on the balance between what we, as the writer know about our heroine vs. what the reader needs to know?

Obviously, we don’t have room to tell the reader all that we, the writer must know about her. Nor would the reader be as enthralled with that deluge of information as we are. It’s not necessary for the reader to know every single thing—yet, as writers, one of the hardest parts of creating believable characters is giving them a past, and knowing how much of that history we need to go into.

In my novel, Fire Eyes, one thing we learn about the heroine, Jessica, is that she married young. She thought she was marrying for love, but as it turned out, she grew to understand that she was not in love with Billy, nor he with her—at least, not in the way she had always dreamed of. This is a huge issue with her after Billy dies. She tells Kaed, “The next time I marry, it will be for love.” This shows how much it means to her, because her existence as a single mother is not easy, and the threat of Fallon is still there.

There are many reasons for her to hold onto that dream so tenaciously, but I didn’t have room to talk about in the novel. Her life before Billy was not easy, and marrying Billy was just the ‘icing on the cake.’ But rather than me tell you about Jessica, how about letting her describe her background to you?

My name was Jessica Lea Beckley. That was before I married Billy Monroe, when I was only seventeen. I thought I was in love with Billy. He was handsome in his own way. I was glad when he started courting me, because he was the only boy my father seemed to like. Once he started coming around, it seemed like word got out we were ‘a couple’—and the other boys quit coming by.

That suited Pa just fine though. I was the only girl in a family of boys—four older brothers and one younger. My ma died when Mitch was born, and somehow, Pa always seemed to blame him for it. I had to come between them many, many times. Pa was always heavy-handed. Mitch was determined to prove to Pa that he was worthy. He ran off when he was sixteen. Said he wanted to be a marshal. We never heard from him again. I missed Mitch more than my other brothers. He was always special to me. But Mitch is dead now, killed by Andrew Fallon’s men.

They killed my husband, Billy, too. I did what I could to save him, but he was just hurt too bad. Most of what I did was just making him comfortable as he slipped away. It took him two long days. Even though I didn’t love him, I was sorry for not being able to save him. Something really sad was this. Billy never wanted to be touched—he wanted to do all the touching—what little of it there was between us. How I would yearn for him to just hold me sometimes! But it wasn’t in him. Still, just before he died, he opened his eyes a little and said, “Jessica, would you please just hold my hand awhile?” Even then, I knew I couldn’t touch him the way I wanted to—just pull him close and hold him. I took his hand in mine, and he smiled. It wasn’t long after that, he passed.

Somebody had to bury him, and there was no one but me to do it. Me, two months gone with our baby. But I lost it, too, when I buried Billy. Nearly died myself, from bleeding, but my good friend Rita, and her husband, Wayne, took me in and cared for me.

In an odd twist of fate, after Rita had her baby girl, she was bitten by a copperhead a few weeks later. Wayne waited too long to come for help, and Rita passed. If Wayne had come sooner, I might have saved her. I think he knew it, too. Not long after that, he asked me to marry him. It made sense, me with no husband, him with no wife and trying to care for little Lexi. But I didn’t love him, and he didn’t love me. I had to keep true to my promise I made myself, to only marry for love. A few days later, he showed up at my door with the baby, asking me to take her. I felt sorry for Wayne, but I was glad to see him go. Gladder, still, that he left me precious Lexi.

It was good to leave home. Sometimes I think my pa just wanted me there to cook and clean. I wanted my independence, and maybe I saw Billy as my ticket out of there. I’ve never been back, even though it’s less than a day’s ride from here. Pa was a hard man to deal with, and I was glad to see my older brothers marry and leave, one by one, too.

I’ve always felt bad about not saving Rita and Billy. I’m a healer. Had to learn that, being raised as I was with all those boys. They were always getting hurt somehow. I believe things happen for a reason, though. If I hadn’t gone through those hard years of growing up where I did, I wouldn’t have been able to save Kaed Turner when Standing Bear dumped him on my porch. He was hurt worse than Billy, but he had more to live for. I wasn’t enough for Billy, but to Kaed, I was everything.

Remember when I said that I wouldn’t marry again except for love? Kaed’s the best man I’ve ever known. When I look at him, I see love in his eyes—for me—every time. But more than just the love, I see understanding. And that’s just as important, I’ve learned, because, love can be many things to many people. Kaedon Turner knows my soul as well as my heart. We’ve both suffered loss and despair. But now, we have each other. And when he says, “It’ll come out all right,” I know it’s true.

And now, you know what I knew when I created Jessica Monroe Turner. A lot goes into making up a heroine's personality--a lot that the writer must know about her. This knowledge makes the heroine a well-rounded person to the reader, although you, as the writer, might not be able to include everything. Still, snippets of conversation and insights will provide for a deeper look into the heroine's character. What about your heroines? How did you manage to convey their backstory to the reader?

I'm giving away a copy of FIRE EYES to one lucky commenter! Please leave your contact information along with a comment to be entered in the drawing. Thanks for stopping by and I hope you enjoyed this peek into my heroine, Jessica Lea Turner.

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  1. Cheryl, reading THE VIRGINIAN and a lot of other early westerns from that period, I've often found romance blossoming as a woman nurses a wounded man. I think it turns the tables and allows a woman to mother a man and to be physically close, with a kind of intimacy that the two would not have otherwise. It also brings him in from the outdoors and under her roof, in a domestic situation, where she is in charge. I'm wondering whether you've thought about this and what you make of it as a recurring theme in western stories.

    1. Ron, I totally agree with you. It gives the woman and the man a chance to actually talk, learn about each other, and as you say, be physically close where even though there may be the spark of attraction, they can't act on it right away--the important thing is to heal him, then get on with the plot. Another good point you make is that it DOES bring him inside where he can't avoid the intimacy--something he may not be used to and may, in fact, be uncomfortable with. He would only allow it if he had no choice. It's also the only time he is going to be more vulnerable than she is--he's always going to be stronger and more forceful, but if he's delirious or lost a lot of blood, etc., it falls to her to be the protector for the time it takes him to get well--and there's an unspoken urgency that that needs to happen, usually because of something else that's getting ready to happen in the plot. Thanks for your insight and thoughtful comment, Ron. I love talking about all the possibilities in writing and the reasons for them!

  2. I loved this deep insight into Jessica's character. She really had such a God heart and she was so strong. She certainly deserved a man as good as Jared. Fire Eyes was such a wonderful story and the scenes with wicked, soulless Fallon were intense.

  3. Thank you, Sarah! You just made my day! I'm so glad you enjoyed Fire Eyes so much!

  4. Thanks to both of you for stopping by--Ron, you are the winner of FIRE EYES. I know you might not be big on a gritty historical romance, so I'll offer you your choice between that one and Kane's Redemption, the first in a series of three books about a young boy who is kidnapped by Apaches and rescued by a mysterious man, Jacobi Kane. Just let me know which one you'd rather have and I'll send it your way--need your contact info, too.

    Thanks so much for coming, y'all. I would have been totally alone if not for the two of you!


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